Duh

I feel like I could rant about something right now.

I guess I really dislike the "Hardcore" lifestyle (or something along those lines)
and think it's the saddest thing on earth.
It's so hard to find one that isn't an elitist.
"You don't have a shaved head and a minor threat t-shirt on, get the fuck away from me before I beat your ass, faggot."
I'm not sure I can see the difference between a belligerent jock, and somebody like that.
I guess the fashion is a bit different, I dunno.
Who cares.
There not all bad I suppose.
I mean the ones that have thoughts of their own.

But yeah, I read this book a while ago and I really enjoyed it




You should read it.
I really want to read it again.

Anyways, I wish I had some more music to post or something.
I'm never ever at my house, I hate it there.
So it makes it hard.
I have never felt so uncomfortable in a place before.
It's not my roommates, or the location, or even design of the house.
I just know it's not a place I can even begin to feel like myself in.
Still not fully sure why.
Hopefully once I move away, I will feel a bit more comfortable, and I will have
my life set up to make more music.
I know every time I write in this I come off as a naive little kid, but I guess I don't think things over too well, or have rational thoughts, or even re-read this bullshit before I post it.
I treat this like a real journal.
Gross.